stolen

"as i looked at all the relationships around me,
some that had gone on forever,
some that were reignited,
and some that had just begun,
i realized something.
it should have been me."

- scrubs, "my cold shower"

karma

you got me
i don't know what to do
you should have been the one
whom i would be running to
because i trusted you
that i can show weakness
but it happened
and now i'm lost
what's worse
is that even though
i want you to feel the pain
the same one i'm feeling
i can't
not to you

i'm letting go

because you don't seem to care
i don't think you have a clue
just when i thought
that things were going right
you make it fall apart
i can only pick up the pieces
and make you believe
that nothing happened
but what hurts most
is it might not matter
you'll remain unaffected
you're good at that
i am too
that's why
i'll start walking
away from you

Over My Head (Cable Car)

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

And everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in over my head
I'm in over my head
I'm in over...

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Bizzare Love Triangle

Every time I think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

just me

i used to hide myself from others but now i just show who i really am. i only ask for trust because that's what i give to those around me. weakness? probably. right now, all i want is honesty. it's a rough road i'm taking, i know. but there are things that i just have to do

Shimmer

by: Fuel

my horoscope

"It's time to evaluate your situation. There's something you've been working on with another person -- either a relationship or a work-related project -- and it's just not moving forward the way it should be. Usually, the best tactic is to keep on keeping on; the idea is that if you continue to chip away at this obstacle, it will eventually crumble. But there's a time to admit when something is futile and move on, and that time could be today."

Keep Me Close

by: Absent Element

Look at me, I'm so far away.
Out of the way of rain,
far from the pain.
Well, if you see me in your
dreams would you still believe
all that you see?

Well, don't leave me out.
Don't leave me out.
Even though I'm not there with you,
it's good to keep me close.

Never thought that it would come to this,
that I would be so missed,
so quickly dismissed.
I want nothing more than to be with you, hurry home.
I know it's been so long,
and what I did was wrong.

Well, don't leave me out.
Don't leave me out.
Even though I'm not there with you,
it's good to keep me close.

Closer to your skin, you've
gotta keep me deep within,
cause where I am right now,
I couldn't need you more.
Close enough to see, close enough
to hear you breath, close enough
to feel the warmth of you,
because I'm so cold.

Well, don't leave me out.
Don't leave me out.
Even though I'm not there with you,
it's good to keep me close.